The moon is low tonight but its light is weak, allowing the waters to remain an inky black. It would be a good night for hunting. One could get close to a human before they were ever even noticed. However in the consuming darkness of the ocean, Kate stands alone as the water laps against her. Waving me toward the dark abyss, her smile beckons me to join her. Raising to my feet, I start toward the water. I came here to feel human; and right now, nothing seems more human than swimming with your best friend. The only friend who really sees my darkness but still refuses to look away.
These are the journal entries of a centuries old vampire, Nicolas Rider. Welcome to his world...
Friday, July 5, 2019
June 17, 1828 – Boracay
The sun set hours ago; yet the sand is still warm between my
toes. Some humans come to this island to relax, letting the waves take away the
troubles of their mundane lives. Others come for amusement, fun in the sun helps
them forget how mundane their lives truly are. My only wish in this moment is
to experience a genuinely mundane night. One without hunting, and one without
killing. Just one boringly, human-like evening in which I could pretend that my
life is mundane. A night filled with sitting on a beach,
imaging a life in which my monster does not call me.
The moon is low tonight but its light is weak, allowing the waters to remain an inky black. It would be a good night for hunting. One could get close to a human before they were ever even noticed. However in the consuming darkness of the ocean, Kate stands alone as the water laps against her. Waving me toward the dark abyss, her smile beckons me to join her. Raising to my feet, I start toward the water. I came here to feel human; and right now, nothing seems more human than swimming with your best friend. The only friend who really sees my darkness but still refuses to look away.
The moon is low tonight but its light is weak, allowing the waters to remain an inky black. It would be a good night for hunting. One could get close to a human before they were ever even noticed. However in the consuming darkness of the ocean, Kate stands alone as the water laps against her. Waving me toward the dark abyss, her smile beckons me to join her. Raising to my feet, I start toward the water. I came here to feel human; and right now, nothing seems more human than swimming with your best friend. The only friend who really sees my darkness but still refuses to look away.
Tuesday, June 11, 2019
April 3, 1938 - Cleveland
Headlines scream across the front page, another missing person.
Another body waiting to be found. Another family full of heart break. He thinks
he is invincible; that nobody can outsmart him. But hunting is not about outsmarting
anyone. It is about being cunning, ruthless, and patient. Waiting to find your perfect opportunity,
exploit it, and continue to go unnoticed. But he has been noticed. Far too much. This
human is bringing too much unwanted attention to my hunting grounds. Too many
police paroling the dark alleys and shady streets in hopes of preventing more
bodies. His monster is interfering with mine. So while he watched her, my eyes
stalked him.
As he believes himself to be untouchable, it will be my teeth that pierce his skin. And while he begins to view himself as some type of god, it will be his undeniably moral blood that quenches my thirst. Unlike his victims, the police will not his body. My killings are far less untidy, and far less ostentatious than his. Another unidentified serial killer off of the streets. Just a predator consumed by another predator. The police have not been able to find him; but he cannot hide from me. Nobody saved her and nobody will stop me.
As he believes himself to be untouchable, it will be my teeth that pierce his skin. And while he begins to view himself as some type of god, it will be his undeniably moral blood that quenches my thirst. Unlike his victims, the police will not his body. My killings are far less untidy, and far less ostentatious than his. Another unidentified serial killer off of the streets. Just a predator consumed by another predator. The police have not been able to find him; but he cannot hide from me. Nobody saved her and nobody will stop me.
Thursday, May 16, 2019
June 18, 1923 - Chicago
Sitting in the back, I watch the humans drinking merrily.
Their voices carry through the room as though it may not make it through the hazy cigar smoke lurking in the air if their voices weren’t projected so
loudly.
Laughing, they have no suspicion of what watches them. The monster inside me
smiles with each passing moment knowing that my birthday gift to myself grows
closer. Tomorrow, I will indulge myself, though there is no real purpose
to it. Humans rejoice their passing years as they transcend through the
decades, growing, learning, but mostly aging.
Yet is it really necessary to
celebrate aging when you don’t? Regardless, my birthday tomorrow gives me an excuse to act on my sincerest
impulses. The blond waitress that bring me another drink will suffice my basic
carnal needs. She is young and vibrant with blood rich with sweetness. Tomorrow,
that will end. She is my gift to myself. Her trepidation will delight my inner
monster, her blood will quench my ravenous thirst, and her pain will spill over
my every craving. This will be slow and extensive. I will let her pain and my pleasure linger. Her blood will run warm. There will be screaming. So much
screaming. And it will satisfy me.
Thursday, April 11, 2019
August 25, 1982 - Miami
While the humans complain about the thick air crushing their
lungs, I stare blankly at the ceiling in her apartment. The floor fan blowing
humid air in a desperate attempt to cool the night. Saturated with sweat, the
bed sheets cling to me uncomfortably but I do not move. My mind is calm. My
thirst is satisfied. I never intended to kill her but I make the most in this
temporary peace. My body does not urge me to hunt, my mind does not plague me
with memories, and my guilt has not yet set in. This is the serenity that
people search for. No longing. No desires. No worries. Just me, a stuffy room,
and a still-warm body. Her body will begin to show signs of death. The stench,
the stiffening, and the pallor. But for now, for this one moment, her arm is
draped across my stomach as through she is merely sleeping and there is a
tapping on the floor where her blood drips from her fingers that is lulling me into
a subtle tranquility. For this one
moment, my life is perfect.
Thursday, November 27, 2014
April 21, 1753 – St. Petersburg
With my eyes closed, I lie on the snow covered ground. The cold soaks my pants and wrapping my body in an icy embrace. Lying there, I image that in the silent, bitter air she would have been able to feel my looming presence. Here in a secluded forest, her screams were isolated to my ears only. Still, she walked here with her hand in mine knowing the darkness that was to consume her.
Willingly, she replaced her life with temporary pain and fear. Detached from the world, she chose her escape through my unbiased and unforgiving fangs. In the moonlight, her pale skin dulled against the glistening snow as her crimson painted the fresh powder in perfection. The scent of blood warms my soul and for the first time in a long time, I feel alive.
Willingly, she replaced her life with temporary pain and fear. Detached from the world, she chose her escape through my unbiased and unforgiving fangs. In the moonlight, her pale skin dulled against the glistening snow as her crimson painted the fresh powder in perfection. The scent of blood warms my soul and for the first time in a long time, I feel alive.
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